Haiz..yet another monday blues?
Juz came back from NIE discussion..was chit-chatting w the rest & talking abt future career paths..jon asked, "So where r u guys going after u graduate? The big 4 firms?" Then, he ans "No. I am going to MOE" Everytime i hear this line, i feel irriated n moody..Was watching Let It Shine just now..i quite envy yoyo..she is a relief teacher..yet she is able to conduct her lessons in peace..on top of that, she has a great bf. He looks suave in his biz attire..his self-confidence n success in the private sector..
Today's lessons was a bit hectic..1N1 was quite nice..think that class n the 1Es are the best ald. 1N2 getting a bit naughty n rowdy..getting on my nerves..2N1 today was so freaking n noisy n irritating..even 1 period felt so long..i really don't know what to do with them..i can't conduct any lessons at all. Today, one of the teachers explained to us that these kids r so used to being sent down n scolding ald..almost evy teacher does that..so if u don't do that, the kids will take advantage of u..being a female relief teacher is bad enough..bullied by sm ppl in sch..still hv to put up w some unbearable kids..is 2N1 going to drive me to a corner and leave me with no choice but to send kids down? It really doesn't pay to be kind..I am so nice to them..treat them well..yet they don't appreciate..i spent my wkend preparing notes for these kids..thinking of all kinds of way to make the lesson more interesting..yet no one appreciates..tell me how i shd feel..
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